Saturday, May 24, 2008
{ 9:45 PM }
Today, after such a long time, i finally had the chance to slack at home the entire day.
Yep, other than the gym, i went nowhere.
Well, and yep, i had alot of bonding time with jason's laptop. (my comp crashed)
And this really makes me admire the 'anti-piracy' feature of itunes cuz it was seriously a pain in the ass.
Its like countless hours of trying to transfer all my music from my almost-cannot-make-it-virus-stricken comp to his laptop.
And even till now, i still cannot get all the songs over cuz most of my songs were from other people's cds.
Yep, i swear itunes drives me crazy.
I guess at the end of the day, i kinda 'lost' 200 plus songs.
Argh! Wad to do...
And till now i still can't bring myself to sync my ipod.
Its like on one side, i don't wanna lose any of my songs, yet in a long run, syncing ur ipod manually is really troublesome. Fine, i guess in the end i will just sync my ipod with my 'new' itunes.
But as least i should be glad that i have at least access to internet.
And im so sorry jason for not meeting u tonight.
Erm, promise me u dun kill me when u see all the things i downloaded into ur laptop for my own usage. heh =/
I will promise to go gym more often i return.
(haha, actually i NEED to go gym.)
Imagine learning muay thai and pole dancing with flabs. Ok, i better stop before i start talking about my fetish on such stuff.
BUT seriously! I really wanna learn muay thai. Ok, or maybe judo.
We can forget about pole dancing cuz amy is never gonna be that thin.
Ok ok i'll stop.
Anyway, i watched 白色巨塔 on tv in the afternoon. And i cried. When i watched that show twice before. The show seriously reminds me of how i watched that show to motivate myself to study in the past. lol.. very stupid i know..
Come, glimpses of it, people..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHXQjr4DnC0Also, today is emo day cuz in th morning mummy showed me something i hate to see.
Its like immediate disappointment.
Makes me doubt about my future, seriously.
Koo said that i always expect too much for my future.
But i beg to differ. I don't even expect myself to be the best.
I just want a normal pleasant life with a reasonably well-paid job.
I don't need to be very rich/ educated/ fortunate. I just want to be like the majority.
I guess she would have felt many times worse if she was in my shoes.
Meanwhile I just keep my fingers crossed, hoping i won't receive any of such things again.
And i swear i cannot stop tearing today. Im seriously feeling miserable, but i don't wanna cry. Cuz im not suppose to be emo.
Like wad koo said, being emo is irritating.
So yep, im trying very hard to cheer myself up.
Ok, by 11.30pm tonight, if im still feeling emo, i will go for a run around my area.
This makes being emo more beneficial, doesn't it.
I can be emo for all i want, and at the same time lose weight.
Omg, when can amy stop being an emo freak?!!
And this is scary, cuz i mentioned the word 'emo' in my entry 8 times so far. =.=
Ok, amy is going for a run now.
