Wednesday, August 6, 2008
{ 1:10 PM }
School life has been,
hmm... stressful.
I am back to the '5hrs of sleep a day' routine.
And yes,
im back to dose zombie-looking days whereby my dark circles will protrude so badly that you wanna send me back to either China or for
Kungfu Panda II audition.
Ok,
im exaggerating.
But still, i must say.
Im damn tired.
I probably have treated myself as superwoman.
Cuz there isn't much time to rest in my timetable!
It's like a continuous cycle of activities. Dreadful, after a while..
And i have no idea why i chose this course.
I have been doing arts for almost all my life (so far) and now all my subjects evolve around numbers!
Maths, maths and maths!
Even my job consists of numbers.
And worse, for Maths and Stats, it's like exactly what
i've learnt in
JC, just that u can't use the calculator now.
And wad the hell is technology made for if we can't use it??
In
JC, we learnt to use this wonderful thing called the
'Graphic Calculator'.
Basically it does everything for you. So all u do is key in the numbers.
Now with the exact same questions, they tell u because
UOL don't believe in calculators, you need to memorise everything from the formula booklets manually.
Wtf! I can't even draw a simple graph without using my
GC, honestly speaking! And wth is my huge GC acting cute at home for while i struggle to do stats without it??
Worse still, in secondary schools, we used the equipment called
'Scientific Calculators'.
Too bad, now in uni, u can't use it too!
So the only kind of calculator we can use is the
'Auntie-buy-groceries-kind' of calculator.
It's equivalent to teaching our kids to use
pda phones at a young age, then ask them to pass a message by flying a pigeon when they're old.
And if only i could buy time, i would transfer all the time during my holidays to the present, and make it 48 hrs a day.
Cuz i seriously have no time!!!
I need time for self study. Yes, SELF- study means study ALONE.
But
apparently, my timetable is so full that i can hardly squeeze time out for myself.
And
i've been considering if i
shld juz give up my current job for some random tuition jobs.
Or probably i need to find a better solution to sort out my weekends so that i can have more study-time.
And i really need to complain!
The laptop that my company provides is FREAKING HEAVY!
I swear that you can train biceps with it..
And it's totally information overloaded.
Im supposed to bring it home and read all the doc whenever
im in the toilet (
apparently that's wad my boss said)
But if i were to read it only in the toilet, i think i stick myself to the toilet bowl the entire day also cannot read finish 20% of the info inside.
Ok, actually im at work now. Just that my boss haven reached..
And actually, im feeling very sleepy.
Shall take a quick nap before he comes.
Shall blog another time.. BYE!
